sardonicdreams

so.  i havent updated.. in forever. i have some cool peices but they dont come out well when i photograph them. And they are way to big to scan. so i need to find a huge scanner. or a better camera. whichever is easier. i never update this thing. i am thinking about starting a new account.. deleting this one.. adding all new art work. because i am not all that happy with my gallery... hm. sounds good to me. i will look around. <3

latley i have been consentraiting on things that make me feel beauty. not necessarily making me feel beautiful, but make me feel the presence of an absolute beauty. a moment uncomparable to the next. even if a breif second. thats enough. i posted somethings of my sisters. Hayden and Taylor. even if i am not completley impressed with the quality, i remember the instance those pictures were taken and the quality of life it gave me. therefore making me appreciate something much greater than words can describe. something better than the actual quality of physical beauty but that of mental beauty. it is way too late for me to be awake. i need to

going to NC tomarrow. i think guys are retarded. to many people complained to me about relationships tonight.. but whats new. <3 rian.